I never should have told you my secrets.
Not that I don’t trust you,
but now you have those pieces of me
and I have no chance of walking away whole.
And I never considered what holding you meant.
That I would get addicted,
not just to your body, but to the way you held me back,
like you didn’t want to let go.
I definitely shouldn’t have cried for you.
And it isn’t because I regret it,
just that I forgot to feel for myself.
I can’t survive by filling my heart with your pain.
I never should have fallen in love with you.